I'm not dead. i'm just tired and busy and tired of being busy. my life is a crazy mixed up mess and i can't wait for this weekend where i will be with a boy and in warmer times. hopefully everything will work out right for a change. those of you who won't be there- which is everyone i know besides said boy- will be missing their chance to see me actually in a dress with healed shoes and girly stuff all about me. yeah you're all going to miss me dressed like a girl. i know some of you may be sad but don't worry. i'll be back to jeans and t-shirts again.

what was i talking about? oh yeah. time for bed.