Basically today sucked. I did buy some stuff which has it's obvious good and bad points. Really the only true money I spent was on a book that I need for this semester- but before you get your panties in a twist about how wonderful this book might be let me tell you that it's a early European history book. Not that I'm not fond of history. I wouldn't be taking yet another European history class if I wasn't. It's just not all that exciting. I'm sure I'll be sleeping through the classes in no time.

Thanks to a gift certificate that I found while cleaning (apparently purchased 12/24/98) I got a new CD, an awesome notebook designed by Roman Dirge that is very much skull and cross bones oriented, a quasi-new video game, and some blank VHS tapes so that I can tape the premiere of Lost because the assholes at work decided to schedule me when Dominic Monaghan is going to be beautiful on my TV. The best part about those last few purchases was that I got $2.11 in change.

Truth be told (or not in this case) I have a whole lotta stuff that I really want to write about tonight but I just don't think I can. Ahhh another evening of self loathing and self doubt and self pity. Damn I'm selfish! Well I guess when you have no one it's the only way one can be.

Now I'm wondering what to do with the rest of my night. Hmm. No friends. No money. No food. But there is stuff to smoke...