Do you know what is really awesome? sending emails to your teachers (notice that's plural) about how you want to talk with them about stuff and never EVER getting any replies. Makes me feel really good and want to work so hard when people can't take 2 mintues to send me a reply. Fuck all of you.

Oh and picture this... Standing outside at 4am smoking a cigarette because you can't sleep belching while exhaling a lung full of smoke and instantly puking up whatever you ate for dinner.

i feel great. no really. just great.