Have I ever told you about how my heart hurts, a lot. It's not a stabbing or piercing pain of any kind. It's more of a dull lifeless ache. It's the reason that I never want to leave my room- let alone my bed- when I don't actually have to.

Yesterday was one of the best days that I've had in a long time.

(this section of entry has been deleted to protect the privacy of the author. Susan is reported sorry if she has become a disappointment.)

PS- Beastie Boys concert is definitely on my top 10 list of best shows ever.