I can't seem to get a clear head today. Unable to focus. Unable to concentrate. Unable to let myself think about anything for more than 2 seconds before moving onto the next unthinkable thing.
One day at a time. Maybe tomorrow the answers will be there. Maybe tomorrow my life will make sense.
I was asked by two people what my thoughts were about quitting school recently. I might mention that one of these people happened to be my mother. But the thing is I know it's a damned if you do, damned if you don't situation. If I quit school, again, I know that I'm looking at a retail job for the rest of my days. If I keep going there's only a chance that I won't have a retail job for the rest of my life- or maybe I'll get lucky and have a nice desk somewhere. As of right now I don't think that I'm about to quit. Though it is one of the few things in this world that I'm good at, quitting that is.
This weekend, my life got a bit more complicated than I expected. I'm not complaining- but it definitely added a few new things into the mix of thoughts that I haven't had to deal with in a while.
One day at a time.
One day at a time. Maybe tomorrow the answers will be there. Maybe tomorrow my life will make sense.
I was asked by two people what my thoughts were about quitting school recently. I might mention that one of these people happened to be my mother. But the thing is I know it's a damned if you do, damned if you don't situation. If I quit school, again, I know that I'm looking at a retail job for the rest of my days. If I keep going there's only a chance that I won't have a retail job for the rest of my life- or maybe I'll get lucky and have a nice desk somewhere. As of right now I don't think that I'm about to quit. Though it is one of the few things in this world that I'm good at, quitting that is.
This weekend, my life got a bit more complicated than I expected. I'm not complaining- but it definitely added a few new things into the mix of thoughts that I haven't had to deal with in a while.
One day at a time.
1 Comments:
Don't worry, when you finish school...you're still bound to be stuck at a fucking retail job. Hooray for the retail workers of America...especially at christmas time.
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