Dysfunction.

dys·func·tion:
n. Abnormal or impaired functioning, especially of a bodily system or social group.

That word has plagued every major relationship that I've ever had. I hate that word. I'm sick of thinking it, hear it, and living it. It drives me mad!

What makes me even more mad is when people who know better start to question my motives or my word. I'm not a liar. I don't have a fucking thing to hide from anyone- especially people whom I call friend.