I feel naked. I feel strange and very much naked. It's an odd feeling. it's a feeling that i haven't had in a very long time and i like it. it's just so hard to be alone...

i haven't been changed in any way. i actually don't really feel that different. but something is different. something... if it's gone already i'll live. i don't know what tomorrow will bring or the next day or the next day or the one after that but in truth- after last night- i don't give a shit. you can take that however you think you should take it. i don't kiss and tell.