I wanted to post something thought provoking and inspiring but there's nothing like that anywhere in my head today. I'll tell you that I cried and that after I cried I felt numb but being numb is something that I can work with. So that's where I'm at now.

I'm looking for my out. I'm looking for that escape that I'm craving so desperately. I'm looking for something that I can't ever seem to find but I suppose one would have to be lucky first. I've never been that girl- the lucky one- the girl that good stuff happens too. But I'm waiting, patiently.