I've just spent my entire day cleaning. Really really cleaning. Not just throwing the clothes in the closet and straightening the bed. I dusted. I organized. I vacuumed. I threw things away. I cleaned for almost 6 hours today and tried to clear my head but it only got even more complex because the phone rang and it wasn't who I wondered if it would be. I shouldn't have said anything. I should have pretended there was nothing.