they took my car away today. it's gone. i'm almost sad about it, the bucket that it was. at least i know it'll be taken care of. now i get to share a car with my MOTHER! woowhoo!

i discovered a completely awesome new past-time for my suburban life style... down hill racing- little red wagon style. so far i've only crashed once and no serious injuries. i can't wait to do it again. the problem is, you need 3 people to do the job right: the driver, the pusher and the guy who can watch for cars 'cause once that baby is going, there's pretty much no way to stop.

don't call me for a few days- or ever again at this point. i don't have a phone to answer and haven't had a phone all day today so if you did call and i didn't answer it wasn't my fault- not really. if and when the plague on my life turns up i'll make a note for anyone who cares.

my world is spinning around me and i can't even see straight right now. i have to get through this week alive. HAVE TO. i don't think i can. being stressed out and seriously depressed is really fun without cigarettes. i recommend it. or you could just do what i do, turn to drugs and alcohol to dull the pain until morning, when gas stations will be open.