I think my therapist thinks I have an eating disorder. She can take a number with that theory. I ate a mountain of spaghetti tonight. My family was impressed- and if you haven't seen the large individuals that I live with than you wouldn't understand that.

Is it strange that I've had a craving for movies with Minnie Driver in them lately? Don't know why. I watched Circle of Friends (or something like that) last night and tonight it's Good Will Hunting. After that I'm tapped out so let's hope that I wake up tomorrow and Minnie won't drive me toward any more of her sappy films. (yeah. That's right. I know what I said.) I would say that I could always just go rent something but I'm not allowed to rent movies anymore. That's a sad and only slightly interesting personal anecdote that I will not share here and now but if you ask me... If you feel lucky... Or if you want to laugh in a sad way at me then I'll tell you all about it. Maybe Margot will let me borrow Grosse Point Blank and then I can get me some John Cusack action at the same time. Woo!

I've been really punchy lately. I didn't end up dropping out of school for those interested. Momentary freak out. I'm ok. I'm alive. I didn't physically damage myself in any way. Life is getting better by the day. One day at a time right?

Yay drugs! Yay Minnie!

PS. I love this kid!