How long has it been since I've last seen the sky, my love? I can't seem to remember stars. Nothing is the pretty blue of morning or twilight anymore, just shades of grey. Always a hazy layer blotting out everything, making the world look drab and more or less dead. A Chicago winter of blah. Anything would be better. At least snow looks pretty. It reflects light up and things appear brighter, cheerier with it there. Rain would be something too but there aren't any of these. It's like living in a void. Everything is on pause waiting for the next big shift to come. I want it now. All I can think of is a movie I saw when I was little...
1.11.2006
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- Name: Susan
- Location: Chicago, Illinois, United States
I graduated from Columbia College in Chicago. I abuse drugs and alcohol to mask my contempt for life. One day I'll be dead.
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The sun came out today kid! It was gorgeous. In the early morning, driving to work, I saw the sun rise for the first time in forever and on my way home I saw it set, with the moon (almost FULL) already in the sky. Wow, that's kinda sad. My life outside of work is lived in darkness. Ahh. Kinda fitting I guess.
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