I woke up at 4:45pm today. I thought I might like to have that noted for reason unknown to me at this time. I still feel like shit and, frankly, I'm not looking forward to anything about my life right now.

I have to be at the dentist in 45 minutes.

I apologize for bitching- but if you could see my face right now... I'm not really complaining, just explaining. It is what it is. I am what I am, though for that I also apologize.

I'd be better off alone.