My heart is breaking tonight. I won't ever let anyone see it, though. I won't smile but I won't let them see me cry either. You can't make me. It's all I can do.

I've never been able to imagine my future without a certain element but right now I'm faced with the possibility of losing it, and with it- it feels like everything. I wish I had the nerve to not be cryptic... It's not my decision anymore.

I have no real regrets left in my life and I would never wish for anyone else to have any of their own. I would sacrifice everything I had for the one that I loved, even my own happiness. So be it.

Don't ever leave with regret.