Today would have been my six year anniversary. On this Saturday I would have woken up next to my love and smiled, leaned over and kissed him.

There is a hole in my heart today that will never be filled. He'll probably be spending this day, this night, with another woman.

Cheers darling. Here's to you and your lover. On Monday I will meet with my therapist once more. This time I may ask for the drugs.